Recently feel very frustrated and unhappy, things seem to not add up to what i hope for,
what i'm doing recently, the college, the whole surrounding and situation around me is not what i expected,
to conclude the whole thing, i just feel stressed and unhappy,
i can't perform well if i don't have mood in doing my things, well, it's easy to say that i'm really in a bad mood recently.
Feel like lots of time wasted.
Three years of college life until now, I'm still wondering that am I on the right path, did i wasted the three years? IDK.
This is the last semester in New Era College, i told myself in the beginning of this semester that i want to make up to myself, make up to the things that i missed in this 2 years, but it seams that i'm still stuck in the same situation, although in different context.
I guess that's called fate.
I really want to spend more time on what i want. But what do I really want? IDK
Kinda lost now, i need some time to think what i'm supposed to do in the future, what i really like, what i'm really good at.
I wish the PR campaign can end soon, and my student union, i hope i can successfully retire from it, I didn't do much when i'm the leader, i tried, but it's still not enough, guess i can't do things alone when not everyone's is aiming the same thing, the same situation goes to the P.
I've seen many people starting to lose their motivation in New Era College, honestly, i feel disappointed towards my college, the course i'm taking and many more. It's not what it is before. Many have changed in the past year, i thought i could bring change in this, but i failed, i failed to myself and many other people.
You may say that i'm cynical or whatever. well, that's probably true.
Well, that brings me back to my favorite drama character, HOUSE M.D.,
HOUSE SEASON 6 is around the corner!!!! STAY TUNED
well, the most easy way to release stress is by WATCHING DRAMA or MOVIES!!!!!
also it's the fare most efficient way to learn english my friends. ^^
See Ya!!!