Sunday, October 4, 2009

Moving to new BLOG!!!!

Finally decided to move out

Http://livingourdreams28.blogspot.com



Come and visit my new blog!!!!!

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Lost In Time

Have you ever had a feeling that you know you are busy, have many unsettled things, can't sleep in the night, wanting to do something, but you don't know when to start and what to start with.

Well, i'm literally in this situation.

and besides that,

The PR Campaign is FULL OF CRISIS!!!!!!

OK, actually most are avoidable, as you can see it coming.

off for now, don't want to break any hearts.....including mine....bye

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Moody (!?) or not!!

Recently feel very frustrated and unhappy, things seem to not add up to what i hope for,

what i'm doing recently, the college, the whole surrounding and situation around me is not what i expected,

to conclude the whole thing, i just feel stressed and unhappy,

i can't perform well if i don't have mood in doing my things, well, it's easy to say that i'm really in a bad mood recently.

Feel like lots of time wasted.

Three years of college life until now, I'm still wondering that am I on the right path, did i wasted the three years? IDK.

This is the last semester in New Era College, i told myself in the beginning of this semester that i want to make up to myself, make up to the things that i missed in this 2 years, but it seams that i'm still stuck in the same situation, although in different context.

I guess that's called fate.

I really want to spend more time on what i want. But what do I really want? IDK
Kinda lost now, i need some time to think what i'm supposed to do in the future, what i really like, what i'm really good at.

I wish the PR campaign can end soon, and my student union, i hope i can successfully retire from it, I didn't do much when i'm the leader, i tried, but it's still not enough, guess i can't do things alone when not everyone's is aiming the same thing, the same situation goes to the P.

I've seen many people starting to lose their motivation in New Era College, honestly, i feel disappointed towards my college, the course i'm taking and many more. It's not what it is before. Many have changed in the past year, i thought i could bring change in this, but i failed, i failed to myself and many other people.

You may say that i'm cynical or whatever. well, that's probably true.

Well, that brings me back to my favorite drama character, HOUSE M.D.,

HOUSE SEASON 6 is around the corner!!!! STAY TUNED

well, the most easy way to release stress is by WATCHING DRAMA or MOVIES!!!!!

also it's the fare most efficient way to learn english my friends. ^^

See Ya!!!

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

15Malaysia


today just came back from KLSCAH movie screening and sharing about 15Malaysia clips,

also we get to see exclusively the premier of , the last clip of 15 malaysia before the screening at 12am(16/9) just now.

this is the first time i saw all of the clips alltogether in a bigger screen(than youtube).
i think the screening is quite enjoyable because i never have time to follow every clip as it's released(besides the crying baby girl behind me).

back to the film, actually i felt that the most dissapointing clip(to me) is the (Chicken) clip..(Sorry to all the fans)
i think there's too much of stereotype in the film and until date i still can't figure what's the "chick-kut-teh" bikini girl is there for.
well, i could understand what's the 3 races-in-one man doing the stereotype looks of each races, and i think it's just a reflection of what the society thinks of the races, but the chick???
and i think the production is quite "simple", if u know what i mean.

ok, back to the clips i like the most, is , although i've seen it once only, , , and .

I'm not going into details on why i like each of that clips(obviously different reasons)

anyway, i am still curious that politicians like Tian Chua, Khairi, Liow, who approached them, the producers approached them or the opposite. well, that's totally a different story depends on what happened.

are they trying to build a positive image to Malaysians???

well, i don't know.

before i end, i would like to say i totally agree by what the director of Rojak(??, not sure if it's him, he is the guy that attended the screening), he said that he is touched to see new faces in the screening, people who usually do not see independent films, well, i think that's what the campaign is about, to let more people aware of the current situation of Malaysia.

i think 15Malaysia has done a good(if not great) job. SALUTE

Monday, September 14, 2009

Stress!!!!

STRESS COMES AGAIN!!!!!

I've facing INSOMNIA AGAIN!!!!

yesterday slept for 1 hour only, then there was class from 9am onwards,
and that goes on until 3-4pm, then was meeting..............when i went back home, it's already 5.30pm already.

i tried to TAKE A NAP! but i can't sleep soundly, idk what it is, but things keep popping up my mind. it's the unfinished business that's haunting me.

WHAT COULD I DO!!!!!

I want to enjoy life, and this is far from what i was looking for.........

pray for tomorrow.

First Official Post after a LONG TIME!!!

Long time i haven't came back to officially write on my blog.

Suddenly have the mood to write, so i don't want to miss this,

EVEN IF I HAVE TO SACRIFICE MY SLEEP!!

Today i noticed many of my friends have settle down in foreign Universities,
well, that's a good thing though, seeing friends having the chance to go overseas.

Makes me think that i am goin to graduate in a few months later,
kinda in a T-JUNCTION OF LIFE!!!

I know my chances of going overseas are slim, but i would one day get out of this country and settle down in another 1. (I'm not going into the details of why i want to live in other countries)
But when i go there, i want to go with MY BELOVED PARTNER.
I hope i can make my dreams come true.

Well, for the WHY I CAN'T GO OVERSEAS AS SOON I GRADUATE PART.
Well, there's always the financial issue,
then there's the part where my parents miss their ONLY SON,
and there's the part that i don't want to go to Taiwan to study, if compared to western countries part,
also there's some other issues like i don't have the money to have a comfortable overseas students life,
so many more.

So much for this topic.

and BTW, for my friends that have settled down in other countries,

well, u will get used to the life in overseas....people will adopt to the environment.
so don't keep MISSING Malaysia, cause you will adopt to the new environment,
also, if u keep MISSING ur Malaysia life, u can't enjoy what is present for you,

so GOOD LUCK and HAVE A NICE TIME OVERSEAS!!!!

HOPE I CAN JOIN U GUYS!!!

SEE YA!!!

goin to sleep now.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

The New Me

i guess that i've long abandoned my blog for quite some time.

i think it's time that i start to light things up here.

i will start by changing the layout of this blog as it's getting old.

well, everyone just stay put..........!!!

the new me is comming up !!!!

Recent Comments

Twitter!!!